Renewing your mind to the Word of God isn’t so much about memorizing scripture and knowing what it says, as it is believing what God says about you, trusting Him and taking Him at His Word and reminding yourself of who you are in Him and because of Him. He loves you and you have purpose. He has empowered us with love - got to live it out. Don’t ever forget that or take it for granted.
Relationship is not finding a Gold or Silver among the rocks of life. It is accepting each other as Coal till Diamonds are formed with time.
God is God no matter how much you change He remains the same.
You are not alone in your struggle. As Christians we all struggle. The key thing to remember here is that God knows what we are going through. So just know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
God has a divine purpose for every challenge that comes into our lives. Trials test our character and help shape our faith.